This season of my life has illuminated the significance of letting go: wants, desires, fantasies, friendships, interests, dreams, control, timelines etc. not in alignment with God's will! I am sometimes a slow learner and people often take my kindness for weakness, my love for interest, my silence for ignorance, but...this season is ending!
My access would no longer be the same!
My assertiveness might come across as intimidating or forward but I leave nothing unsaid! This is intentional so I would not dwell in the "what ifs" and the "I should have let them know". (Problems of an over-thinker who once was). You know...
Life is sketchy! Death is pressing! I choose to be present. I choose to be loud! I choose to be me! No apology...no holding back...no fear! This is me and I am where I belong! Father I thank you for carrying me and making me more than I once use to be! I am MORE: more than you think I am! More than I once was! More than I thought I would ever be and I am still BECOMING!
Life is funny! One minute you are over the moon - laughing, living and genuinely enjoying life; the next, you are flat on your face, crying, wondering what you did to deserve this season of suffering.
I've been wanting to write but I am intentional about what I say. So, no I don't just write a post to stay relevant or to boost engagement. I write when I feel something heavy on me to say. Today that
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